Progress

I realised today that I am much less paranoid than I used to be. Also the borderline compulsive obsessiveness is gone. I didn't notice it going, but it's gone all the same.
I'm not afraid of things that I used to be scared of anymore. I'm still careful, I mean this is South Africa, but I don't worry so much about things that could happen. I imagine myself and our home/ car etc. wrapped in a protective golden bubble through which no harm can come. I can't describe it, but it just makes me feel good.